(^ ^) Y

"...인자는 모든 자연현상에서 무질서해지려는 고유의 경향이다... " (pg327 일반화학 )

(translate : Every factor in natural phenomenon tended to behave disorderly)

at least something i remember from the subject i hateD the most in the last sem...

i like things to be in order...or remain unchange...

kinda feel like i m going against natural

tat's y i always face problem in relationship...any kind of relationship...

Espeacially when someone is getting too close

i tended to avoid them from coming any more nearer

somekind of defence ability tat tied to me since the day i was born..

really hate tat but it's already part of me... 어쩔수가 없어...

there are countless "wall" tat i built...

to avoid ppl from approaching

n the number is growing jz like how i grow up....

feel jealous when i c those friends tat know how to cherish a friendship...

Maybe i jz CANT...