当你的努力倍受肯定时, 自然会有飘上云端, 很自豪的感觉
但
当你的汗水, 你的一番苦功完全被否认, 并且列入最底级的时候
除了不停责备自己 和 被无尽的罪恶感缠绕以外
不会再有别的感觉
就像此刻的我
嘴嘟嘟地从学校回来, 一打开家门...
我亲爱的室友和他的同科战友又在那儿k着数学...
唉...上周末已被那本数学压得快透不过气
现在又在这种气氛下遇见'它'
唉...唉...唉...
开始接受我身边的朋友都是所谓的 "장학생 " 这个事实...
原来我一直都被蒙在鼓里...
顿时被这真相吓得不知所措....
除了大口大口地将这口气吞下去以外
我已不知如何是好了
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4 comments:
咯..那我算啥?? 17??
把他们全部当透明来看~~
hahaha i kno wat u mean... bt that was the past for u bt as mama said do better next time lo. As long tat was the best u could do that time.. If u tried then result is nth. Next week hv to take the test myself :"( hope i can do it...
u too good luck...
damn it's so dumb of me..should have realised that..act I also cuak lar next week going to start dee though I tried b4..anyway 힘 내~~
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